We were like a fairytale, fast in love, with so much passion that was expressed. We made everyone else jealous with the love that we shared; everyone wanted a relationship like ours. We would joke, share stories of our lives growing up, act like best friends but lovers at the same time. We had everything going for us up until last year. Last year changed everything and every plan we had went down the drain with it as well. Since then so much has changed and so has our relationship. I’m not ready for it all and I know you aren’t either since everything was so perfect in the beginning. However, I’m not ready to give up on us even though you are changing from day to day. You are the one guy in my life I have truly fallen head over heals for; you have shown me what true love is and how I should be treated. I miss the way we used to be and I would give anything to have that back and I would give anything for it even if it means you would have been deployed; anything would have been easier than whats going on now. All I know is that I still love you and I always will. I’m not ready to give up and I will fight till the very end to have you because you have changed me so much and for the better and I’m not going to give up that quickly. I’m just scared you might…I’m not ready to loose you and I don’t think I ever will be.
Living Young, Wild, Free
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everything just keeps on piling up…and why does shit always have to happen while I’m on my period when my emotions are already fucked up?
